Lately being confined at home with a giant belly I have been feeling pretty down. I didn’t book much for photo sessions this year because I didn’t want anything to really interfere with the new experience of having a brand new baby. It could be (and probably is) a mix of the pregnancy hormones speaking here, but I have felt like I’ve been failing this year. There are always days in my life where I feel like just giving up on my passion, like this month. I look at photographers that I know and how they are shooting this wedding and travelling for this course and WPPI ect…I get SO jealous. I sit here and pout about not being able to be involved in all these wonderful opportunities and courses.
Sooooo instead of pouting and feeling sorry for myself, I’ve decided to do something. I’ve been watching some Creative Live episodes lately (as there is not much else to do). I have been filling my time immersing myself in the world of photography, learning everything I can before I have a little one to take up my time. I have been so extremely inspired by the few speakers that have been featured on Creative Live and I can not wait to start shooting more again! My mind is reeling with ideas, and I can not wait for the weddings I have booked this summer. Also, I am thrilled to have a little one to practice newborn photography on. (Poor guy will probably never have time to nap).
I love that now-a-days people are not afraid to share their knowledge and secrets to the world. Creative Live is probably one of the best sources out there to learn about photography right now and I am so incredibly thankful for them! I applaud those who take time to help others to pursue their dream. I had one mentor I am incredibly thankful for when I first started my journey in photography. If it was not for her I’m not sure I’d be where I am today. She is an amazing photographer, and an amazing person. I would like to thank Jan from the bottom of my heart for everything she taught me.
I would love to share in my passion of photography with someone. If you are serious about becoming a photographer and would like to get started I would love to hear from you, get together for a coffee or something. Seriously, email me. I would love to have someone to share the passion of photography with and gain a friend and a steady second shooter/assistant for weddings and portrait sessions. I love my mom (who is my assistant now) but if she can be a babysitter instead that would also be wonderful! (A HUGE thanks to you mom for all the help you have given me so far and to come. There is SERIOUSLY NO WAY I could have done ANY of this without you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you).
I know I am terrible and blogging and feel I ramble on randomly about different things but I feel blog posts like this, I do just sit and start typing about things on my mind, hoping to get my thoughts out and feel better. Today was one of those pouty days and I realized, there is still something I can do for myself. There is always something to do to improve what you do; it’s just a matter of finding it. I encourage those of you who have down days to look back and realize just how far you’ve come, and think of ways you can improve yourself even more. We live in a world where you can find anything on the internet and I encourage you if you find yourself ‘stuck in a rut’, go and search and discover and learn. There is never ending knowledge to be gained in this world! In my case, the world of photography!
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